Power Shifts in yourself

Whenever i have found myself trying to be a part of certain group, my idea of blending in comes in practice. In this process certain days go by putting others prior to how i feel or nodding in things that may not feel like close to my being, I have only been able to do it by thinking of acceptance of others as they are, but in the process i have realised that my sense of being in taking a hit and the more i try to fit in with people, more it takes away my individuality unknowingly, only to notice at a later stage that i have allowed people to overpower me due to my niceness, which others take it as a place they can infiltrate their point of views of life. It's challenging to stay in your power entirely. Some say misery loves company, so to initiate the blending in, i have let my guards down many times, i have been vulnerable around people, but it causes me to lower my self esteem at times. On the other hand God/Universe has his ways of pulling me out of those certain group dynamics and reclaim my power again. Mostly it comes from certain rejections, where i end up thinking i did all i could in my capacity and understanding to be nice in their environment but something is not matching up with the wavelength with those people. Before universe put me back to my power this feeling keeps coming up, and i try not to think of it as a sign because i really want to be liked and accepted by them. As soon as i am back to my whole self after those mismatched rejections, i sense that it happened for a reason and it even made me more powerful than before. Now when i don't try to find it, emerges an opening to another world where i am probably needed or i have completed certain cycle or lessons that i need to move on to another. The whole point of this experience is to let you know that dont be afraid to be alone and live in a certain vacuum where God puts you away from people. Trust that you are being prepared for your much larger purpose and your role in a certain group or place is over. Yes it takes lot of courage to come in equilibrium with this uneasy spot but it becomes very real when you see the power shift happening for real. That is the evidence, see it, embrace it and do the next best thing that your intuition/your heart guides you to follow.

Have an amazing day :)